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World Trade Center - 2000 |
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World Trade Center Plaza 2000 |
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View from a plane a few days after the attacks - September 2001 |
This date brings back fresh memories for me as I am sure it does for most of the world. It really hit close to home as I was living in New York and working as a flight attendant for Delta Airlines.
I had just called in sick on the night of the 10th and was sleeping in when I was awakened by a phone call to turn on the TV. I was disoriented and thought I was watching a horror movie. What was happening? I couldn't grasp how or why someone could do this to us! I found out one of the flights was United Airlines flight 93. My mother is a flight attendant for United and has worked trips from the west coast to NY on a few occasions. Where was she? Was she working? I started panicking and called my mother. She didn't answer her phone. I then called my father who let me know that my mom was in Japan. My sister was in Ireland and tried for 8 hours to get through to the U.S. to find out if my mom and I were okay. The lines were jammed up for hours all over New York.
A few of my close friends came over and we just sat in silence while watching the television and the horrors that were shown. We could not stop the flowing of the tears. I wanted to help in some way...try to find survivors...do something...anything. The news reports just kept telling everyone to stay at home. One of my friends and neighbors at the time came over late in the evening and was covered in ash from head to toe. He worked at the WTC and had walked a lot of the way and across the Brooklyn Bridge. I was extremely happy that he had made it out okay.
The next day, I tried to go down to Manhattan but could only get as far as Greenwich Village. The Red Cross could not take any volunteers because there was no one to help. The sky was still filled with smoke. Everywhere I went, subways, walls, sidewalks, billboards, storefront windows, had missing posters and people begging for their loved ones to be found. The usually bustling city was quiet. Everyone was somber.
When I could finally get down to Ground Zero, it was such an eerie sight. I had been there many times, shopped in the WTC mall and eaten at the restaurant, Windows on the World. I had even video-taped the view from the restaurant out of the windows because you could see 5 states from up there. I had just been to the towers a few days prior. Now, looking where the great towers once stood, were just skeletal remains. Twisted metal, broken glass, and piles of debris were all that were left. Windows in surrounding buildings were broken. It was heart-wrenching and I had a difficult time trying to understand why someone would do this.
I went down to the site several times and on one occasion, had taken my camera. As I was taking pictures, a person behind me started talking about how disgusting I was to be taking pictures of Ground Zero. I ignored her and thought, this is history, this is my way of dealing with this tragedy.
Now, 10 years later, a beautiful memorial is opening at the site and a new building is in construction. I am proud that we are rebuilding, but I will never forget September 11, 2001.